That I think about you from time to time, in no way means I still want to be with you. But it’s important to accept that as humans we aren’t built to forget things or people or how they made us feel just like that all at once. Well I’ll disclose, I’m not psychic and this is only an assumption. It’s just paralyzing to think that you sneak your way into those reflective moments and you don’t suffer through the same thing. I can swallow my pride enough to admit that, even after the way we’ve turned each other into complete strangers. I know you’re happier as well and that’s comforting because there will never be a time where I don’t want the best for you. I sit there and try to remember that I’m much happier now, because I am. Out of nowhere I remember all these moments, sometimes conversations or random images. Then there are days when you unwillingly cross my mind more than usual. Which is a prideful feeling only a few others and myself can truly understand. I remind myself that I was the definition of a hot mess and can confidently say I’m just the standard level of a mess now. As though I’m actually doing this weird thing that’s expected of people my age, the whole “becoming a mature adult” thing. I enjoy those the most because after I acknowledge they’ve happened I feel like I know I’ve come a long way. Days where I forget you even exist and that you were even a part of my life. She entered the chamber and you head up into the observation area.A lot of the time I end up having really good days. "Good luck to you too" Peggy smiles and she kisses your cheek. good luck in there Captain Carter" You clasped your hands together. "Here we are" You gesture to the locked chamber door. She nods as you carefully guide her into the building and continued down to the experimental floor. You don't need to worry about their flashing cameras and don't worry about their voice" You advise her. You just need to keep your focus on moving your feet. "Miss Stark, over here ?!" The paparazzi called out to you. "I'm as ready as I'll ever be" Peggy steps out of her side of the car. "Are you sure that your ready for this ?" You open the door and you're met with the flashing of the paparazzi's cameras. The cab's driver removes his sunglasses, using his hand to signal that you were at your destination. "Peggy it is then" You agreed with her as you shook her hand and she turns away from you blushing. Miss Carter is way too formal for my liking" She leans over the console and shakes your hand. "In that case, you're more than welcome to call me Peggy. "Since I've pretty much just told you my entire life story, I think that your safe to call me Y/N" You inform her. I'm extremely sorry that you had to go through all that, Miss Stark" Peggy offers her apologises. Forced to let them to test their most experimental drugs on my body and my mind" You openly admit to her. "I was taken from my family at a young age. You clenched your fists at the memories you had of your time in Hydra. You share a resemblance with a girl that I met during a deep undercover mission inside of a Hydra facility" Peggy explained to you. "Do I now ?" You question Peggy with a teasing grin on your face. "You remind me of somebody that I used to know" She speaks up after a moment of silence. "Not many have the ability to render me speechless, Miss Carter, but you happen to be one of those people" You smiled at her and your actions told her that she'd be able to trust you. "I've never seen a Stark speechless" She quickly picks up that you hadn't spoken for the few minutes. You nod your head, deciding not to push on the subject any further. "One day you'll understand and that day hopefully won't be too far in the future" Peggy smiles at you. "I don't see your point" You crossed your legs over one another, getting in a more comfortable position. "Yes but perhaps society's idea of what a women should be is merely a myth" She explains her idea to you. "Women have their roll in society, Miss Carter" You point out to her. Maybe it was the whole idea of being the opposite of what a women should be" Peggy looked up at you. "Miss Carter, what made you decide that you wanted be envolved in my brother's programme ?" You turned to look at her. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image. Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines.
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